I'm taking things too fast, I think. I'm all "out" there now. Well, more blatant. But somehow people are catching on too. I mean, they automatically assume now. Does one give off an external vibe once one admits it to oneself? Do I look more gay now, now that I've admitted it to some people?
I'm more blatant I think. I do that gay stare thing more unabashedly. And that's not a good thing. There's a time and place. I guess this is all so new to me. I want to take it in but I don't want to be one of those annoying just-coming-out-the-world-is-your-oyster-so-be-annoying guys.
What the hell am I doing? This is scary.
posted by Joe 6:37 AM
Apartment - packing, moving
Work - looking for new one; wrapping up the old one
Friends - meeting new people
Personality - being bolder
Exercise - serious about it, for vanity's sake
posted by Joe 9:02 AM